I’m drowning in my own sorrow. My guilty conscience is eating me alive. I feel remorse for my emotions because I cannot control them. Feeling these emotions for one boy, while hiding the pain from another. My heart tells me to do the one thing that my brain opposes. I’ve learned to grow up trusting my heart, but my brain tells me not to risk getting hurt. I’m confused, I’m hurt, and I’m pining for the affections of my other.
I’m lost, and I don’t know what to do.
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